April 4, 2026

11:54 PM - Helix

we've been REALLY hyperfixating on adding more to this website, as you can probably tell by the amount of additions listed in today's update log. it's just so fun!! but seriously, we need to lock in on work and stuff. we finished a big commission right at the deadline, and that was like the only thing giving us some sense of urgency, and now we're in a very silly mindset of "there's no rush, i can do these commissions later!" which is...exactly how we ended up procrastinating on that big commission.

i do think that doing art streams is helpful, although i tend to get distracted sometimes when i have something to talk about (usually my OCs). but i do end up doing more work than i would if i was alone.

also, tomorrow is easter! obviously we don't celebrate it (because we're muslim), but we grew up going to catholic church with our mom. we still live with her and she's still pretty religious, so it's kinda surprising how little we know about christianity. like, i barely know what happens during lent, and i was really confused as to why our mom went to church yesterday (turns out it was Good Friday!). i didn't even know easter was tomorrow until i looked it up earlier today. we used to love doing easter egg hunts and painting eggs and all that, but now it's just an ordinary day for us.