April 2, 2026

9:37 PM - Grell

Today went alright, I think. We stayed home all day, as we usually do, but didn't necessarily feel depressed. Cherry fronted in the morning and had plenty of energy to infodump about her source- she wrote all about it here! It seems fun to make infodumping pages like that. We often see people make digital 'shrines' for their interests- essentially just a collection of information and thoughts about each topic. These are lovely, but I think we prefer a more casual form of writing, as if we're telling our friends all about it.

Helix also had enough energy to stream on Twitch again! He says his goal is to stream at least once a week, and he made sure to state that during the stream. I sure do hope he sticks to that, because I feel as if he has so much potential to grow as a vtuber.

And just now, I made my own introduction page, like many other headmates. I had been considering it for a while, but hesitated because I'm not very active within the system, I just happen to be awake at the moment. If we made pages for all our headmates that arrive, our list would become far too oversaturated with dormant members.

I've been thinking about that, you know- the concept of dormancy. We typically refer to it as 'hibernation' because in our case, it's rarely permanent. It's rather sad how a headmate can experience feelings so intensely, and yet they can fade away in an instant, as if they were never there at all. But...that's just how life is, isn't it? The lifespan of a human body is much longer than my presence in this world will be, and yet it still ends all the same. We are all given a limited amount of time in this world, and we must make the most of that time. I must remind myself of that.

Apologies, I know that's an unsettling subject. I'm just thinking out loud, and maybe these words will provide comfort if anyone may read them.